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The soul of Lilith
The soul of Lilith

Chapter XII

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For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.
Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?
He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.
“Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.
If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.
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The soul of Lilith

Chapter XII

Reading 1/84 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.
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Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?
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He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.
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“Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.
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If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Above preposition US /əˈbʌv/

higher than, or over, something

From this reading “He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.”

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Ashamed adjective US /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Began noun US /began/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.”

Drew noun US /drew/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.”

Great noun US /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Hands plural noun US /hændz/

members of a ship’s crew

From this reading “He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.”

Here noun US /here/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading ““Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.”

Let auxiliary verb US /let/

used to make a suggestion or a command including the speaker

From this reading “If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading ““Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.”

Obtain verb US /əbˈteɪn/

to get something, especially through effort

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.”

Order noun US /order/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.”

Returned noun US /ˈreturned/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Stood noun US /stood/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

aboveprepositionUS /əˈbʌv/

higher than, or over, something

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

all

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

any

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

ashamedadjectiveUS /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

ay

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

back

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

begannounUS /began/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

behold

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From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

breast

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

claim

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

connection

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

considered

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

couch

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

cross-wise

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

degraded

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

delicate

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

devotion

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

disquietude

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

doubt

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

down

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

drewnounUS /drew/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

edge

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

El-Râmi

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

end

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

Experiment

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

eyes

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

fail

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

gathering

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

greatnounUS /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

grew

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

handsplural nounUS /hændz/

members of a ship’s crew

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

herenounUS /here/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

humanity

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

insight

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

irresolute

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

laid

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

letauxiliary verbUS /let/

used to make a suggestion or a command including the speaker

From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

Lilith

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From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

Lilith's

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

moment

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

more

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

nerves

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

now

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

obtainverbUS /əbˈteɪn/

to get something, especially through effort

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

ordernounUS /order/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

other

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

own

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

pain

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

patience

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

persuasiveness

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From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

position

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

pressed

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

Reality

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From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

Reflection

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From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

research

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

resolve

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

resolved

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

returnednounUS /ˈreturned/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

ripe

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

said

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From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

scattered

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

scientific

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

see

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From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.

self-reliance

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

side

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

sitting

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

softly

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From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

spiritual

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

steady

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

stoodnounUS /stood/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

study

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

Surely

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

teach

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From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

tender

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From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

then

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

thoughts

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

torture

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

true

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From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

try

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

up

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From this reading For a moment El-Râmi stood irresolute,--then gathering up his scattered thoughts, he began to try and resolve them into order and connection.

uplifted

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From this reading He resolved to end all his torture of pain and doubt and disquietude,--and, sitting on the edge of Lilith’s couch, he drew her delicate hands down from their uplifted position, and laid them one above the other cross-wise on his own breast.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading Surely the time was ripe for his great Experiment?--and, as he considered this, his nerves grew more steady,--his self-reliance returned--all his devotion to scientific research pressed back its claim upon his mind,--if he were to fail now, he thought, after all his patience and study,--fail to obtain any true insight into the spiritual side of humanity, would he not be ashamed, ay, and degraded in his own eyes?

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading “Then you must teach me, Lilith”--he said softly and with tender persuasiveness--“you must teach me to know you.

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading If I see but your Reflection here,--let me behold your Reality.