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The Phantom Lover
The Phantom Lover

Chapter XVIII

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Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.
She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.
She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.
"If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.
"It must be awful, killing time," she said.
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Archivist
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

The Phantom Lover

Chapter XVIII

Reading 1/69 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.
Line 2
She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.
Line 3
She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.
Line 4
"If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.
Line 5
"It must be awful, killing time," she said.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Again noun US /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.”

Believe noun US /ˈbelieve/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.”

Decline noun US /dɪˈklaɪn/

a gradual loss of health and strength

From this reading “Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.”

Ever noun US /ever/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.”

Little noun US /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.”

Quite noun US /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.”

Same noun US /same/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.”

Something pronoun US /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading “"If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"It must be awful, killing time," she said.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

againnounUS /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

agreed

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From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

Ashton

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From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

awful

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From this reading "It must be awful, killing time," she said.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

believenounUS /ˈbelieve/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

declinenounUS /dɪˈklaɪn/

a gradual loss of health and strength

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

dispatched

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From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

dissatisfied

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

Esther

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From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

evernounUS /ever/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

gave

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From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

go

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From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

gone

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From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

got

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

happier

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

happy

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

heart

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

home

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

June

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

killing

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "It must be awful, killing time," she said.

knew

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

knowledge

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

letter

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

like

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

littlenounUS /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

love

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

mother

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

Mrs

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

much

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

night

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

offered

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

permitted

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

position

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

quitenounUS /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

Raymond's

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

reason

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

regret

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

regretfully

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

restless

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

said

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "It must be awful, killing time," she said.

samenounUS /same/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

seen

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

sigh

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

somethingpronounUS /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading "If I had something to do I should be ever so much happier," she told June again and again, and June quite agreed.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "It must be awful, killing time," she said.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

tried

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She tried to believe that she was happy in the knowledge of his love, but in her heart she knew that she was restless and dissatisfied.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.

wish

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading She would like to have gone; she would like to have seen Raymond's home and to have got to know his mother, but it was his wish that she should not go.

wrote

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Esther wrote to Mrs. Ashton that same night and told her she must regretfully decline the offered position; she gave no reason, but she permitted herself a little sigh of regret when the letter was dispatched.