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The juggler
The juggler

Chapter IX

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And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.
For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.
He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.
He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!
He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

The juggler

Chapter IX

Reading 1/87 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.
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For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.
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He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.
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He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!
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He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Between preposition US /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading “He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.”

Bluff adjective US /blʌf/

direct and plain-spoken in manner, sometimes seeming rough

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Dream noun US /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Half noun US /half/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Himself pronoun US /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Might modal verb US /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading “He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Still noun US /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.”

Stood noun US /stood/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.”

Suddenly noun US /ˈsuddenly/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.”

Thing noun US /thing/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.”

Whither adverb US /ˈwɪðər/

an old word meaning “to where”

From this reading “He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

alight

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

all

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

analyze

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

AndconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

beat

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

betweenprepositionUS /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

bluffadjectiveUS /blʌf/

direct and plain-spoken in manner, sometimes seeming rough

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

Cove

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

covered

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

dare

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From this reading He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!

designed

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

dreamnounUS /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

dreamed

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From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

exclusively

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

expectation

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

eyes

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

face

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

far

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

fingers

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

halfnounUS /half/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

himselfpronounUS /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

humiliation

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

indignant

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

intruder

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

joy

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

lingered

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

lips

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

mask

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From this reading He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!

men

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

mute

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

others

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

partaker

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

paused

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

pleasures

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!

pulses

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

quiver

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

ready

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From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

red

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

road

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

rush

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

see

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

show

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From this reading He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!

smile

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

solitude

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

Springs

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

stillnounUS /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

stoodnounUS /stood/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

strain

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

suddenlynounUS /ˈsuddenly/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

tending

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From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

thingnounUS /thing/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

throb

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

throw

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From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

tingled

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

tips

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

unrealized

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

very

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

visionary

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From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading And suddenly he was ready to throw himself over the bluff that he should even have dreamed this dream.

wear

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From this reading He to wear a mask where he might not dare to show his face!

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

whereconjunctionUS /wer/

in or at the place that

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

whitheradverbUS /ˈwɪðər/

an old word meaning “to where”

From this reading He was far on the road between the Cove and the Springs, and he paused in the solitude that he might analyze this thing, and see where he stood and whither he was tending.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading For all that his pulses still beat to the throb of that mute strain, that his eyes were alight with an unrealized joy, that the half quiver, half smile of a visionary expectation lingered at his lips, the red rush of indignant humiliation covered his face and tingled to the very tips of his fingers.

world

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From this reading He, of all men in the world, an intruder, a partaker of pleasures designed exclusively for others!