Complete classic literature • Five-line readings • Clear US narration
VELMORA ACADEMY
Academy of Archival Languages & Memory Studies
Menu Close
The Hermit Of ——— Street: 1898
The Hermit Of ——— Street: 1898

Chapter II · A Strange Wedding Breakfast

Cover illustration for The Hermit Of ——— Street: 1898
Context Illustration Reading 1/36 · 5 lines
English subtitles · tap any word to listen 1 / 5
Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.
Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.
Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.
Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.
Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.
0:00 / 0:00
Speed 0.75x
AI-generated narration by OpenAI · Slow US English
LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
Editorial verification pending

A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

The Hermit Of ——— Street: 1898

Chapter II · A Strange Wedding Breakfast

Reading 1/36 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.
Line 2
Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.
Line 3
Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.
Line 4
Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.
Line 5
Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Before preposition US /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Being auxiliary verb US /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Between preposition US /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Books noun US /bʊks/

Bound written or printed works.

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Entirely noun US /ˈentirely/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.”

Every determiner US /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Express verb US /ɪkˈspres/

to show or communicate a feeling or idea

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Good noun US /good/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Great noun US /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Left noun US /left/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Might modal verb US /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Next noun US /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Perhaps noun US /perhaps/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.”

Pleased noun US /ˈpleased/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Quite noun US /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Secret noun US /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading “Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.”

Something pronoun US /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.”

Till preposition US /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

Understand noun US /understand/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.”

Yet conjunction US /jet/

but in spite of that

From this reading “Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.”

All words in this reading · 130

Every word is available to listen to. Dictionary details are shown only when verified; these are not licensed Oxford entries.

adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

abruptly

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

Allison

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

alternately

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

always

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

areauxiliary verbUS /ɑːr/

the form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

become

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

beforeprepositionUS /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

beingauxiliary verbUS /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

betweenprepositionUS /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

booksnounUS /bʊks/

Bound written or printed works.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

break

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

called

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

came

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

cannot

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

certain

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

child

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

day

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

defied

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

dread

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

drop

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

easy

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

entirelynounUS /ˈentirely/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

expressverbUS /ɪkˈspres/

to show or communicate a feeling or idea

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

eyes

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

fact

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

feels

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

goodnounUS /good/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

goodness

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

gratitude

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

greatnounUS /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

greater

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

hardest

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

heart

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

home

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

house

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

instinct

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

invaluable

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

keen

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

kept

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

known

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

latter

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

lay

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

leans

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

leave

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

leftnounUS /left/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

loved

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

man

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

marrying

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

Mr

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

nextnounUS /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

now

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

off

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

often

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

oh

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

only

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

otherwise

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

papers

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

passion

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

Perhaps

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

pictured

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

pleasednounUS /ˈpleased/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

pride

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

prove

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

quitenounUS /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

rear

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

reason

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

say

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

secretnounUS /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

signs

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

some

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

SomethingpronounUS /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

speech

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

style

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

succumbed

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

telltale

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading Why I was so certain of this latter fact, I cannot say.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

tillprepositionUS /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

ultimately

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

understandnounUS /understand/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

unmistakable

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Something not easy to understand lay between us--something which he alternately defied and succumbed to, something which kept him from being quite the good man I had pictured myself as marrying.

want

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

warning

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

whereconjunctionUS /wer/

in or at the place that

From this reading Perhaps my instinct was keen; perhaps the signs of goodness are so unmistakable that even a child feels their want where her heart leans hardest.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.

why

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Mr. Allison loved me--oh, what pride in the thought!--but Mr. Allison had a secret, or why did he so often break off abruptly in some telltale speech and drop his eyes, which were otherwise always upon me.

yetconjunctionUS /jet/

but in spite of that

From this reading Mr. Allison, who had never before been known to leave his books and papers, not only called the next day to express his gratitude for what he was pleased to style my invaluable warning, but came every day after, till not only my heart but my reason told me that the great house in the rear might ultimately be my home, if the passion which had now become my life should prove greater than the dread which had not yet entirely left me.