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The Deserted Woman
The Deserted Woman

Chapter IV

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“I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.
You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.
The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.
I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.
A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.
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The Deserted Woman

Chapter IV

Reading 1/28 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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“I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.
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You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.
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The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.
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I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.
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A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Already noun US /already/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.”

Believe noun US /ˈbelieve/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Come noun US /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.”

Desertion noun US /ˈdesertion/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Everything pronoun US /ˈevriθɪŋ/

all things; all of a situation

From this reading “A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Little noun US /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Make noun US /make/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.”

May modal verb US /meɪ/

used to say something is possible, or to give permission

From this reading “The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Quite noun US /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Take noun US /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.”

Without preposition US /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.”

Yourself pronoun US /jərˈself/

used when the person spoken to is also the object of the action

From this reading “You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

accepted

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

age

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From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

alreadynounUS /already/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

areauxiliary verbUS /ɑːr/

the form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

barely

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

believenounUS /ˈbelieve/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

bid

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From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

brief

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

burden

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

cannot

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From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

comenounUS /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

daily

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

day

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From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

death

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From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

deeply

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

desertionnounUS /ˈdesertion/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

die

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

everythingpronounUS /ˈevriθɪŋ/

all things; all of a situation

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

experience

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

feel

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

give

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

happiness

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

heavy

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

humiliated

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

leave

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From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

lightly

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

littlenounUS /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

makenounUS /make/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

making

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

maymodal verbUS /meɪ/

used to say something is possible, or to give permission

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

moment

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

monsieur

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

Nature

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From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

nearly

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

old

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

power

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

preferable

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From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

quitenounUS /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

ready

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

regret

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

sacrifices

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

sake

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

seem

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

takenounUS /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

ThedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

then

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

thirty

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

thoughts

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From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

to-day

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

two-and-twenty

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

very

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

vows

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From this reading The vows that you make so lightly to-day may seem a very heavy burden to you then.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading A day would come when everything, even Nature, would bid you leave me, and I have already told you that death is preferable to desertion.

whole

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

willing

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From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

withoutprepositionUS /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading I am quite willing to believe that at this moment you would give me your whole life without a regret, you would even be ready to die for a little brief happiness; but at the age of thirty experience will take from you the very power of making daily sacrifices for my sake, and I myself should feel deeply humiliated if I accepted them.

years

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From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading “I am nearly thirty years old, monsieur; you are barely two-and-twenty.

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.

yourselfpronounUS /jərˈself/

used when the person spoken to is also the object of the action

From this reading You yourself cannot know what your thoughts will be at my age.