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The Chevalier d'Auriac
The Chevalier d'Auriac

Chapter XIII

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A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.
I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.
He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.
The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!
Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.
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The Chevalier d'Auriac

Chapter XIII

Reading 1/51 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.
Line 2
I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.
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He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.
Line 4
The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!
Line 5
Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Again noun US /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.”

Along preposition US /əˈlɔːŋ/

following the length of something from one end toward the other

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.”

Being auxiliary verb US /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading “Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.”

Beyond preposition US /bɪˈɑːnd/

on the far side of; further than

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Bustle noun US /ˈbʌsəl/

busy and excited activity

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Discharged verb US /dɪsˈtʃɑrdʒd/

released from a duty or job

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Hand noun US /hand/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Imagine noun US /ˈimagine/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Last noun US /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.”

Something pronoun US /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Strength noun US /ˈstrength/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Support verb US /səˈpɔːrt/

to provide what someone needs in order to live

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Think noun US /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Those determiner US /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Though conjunction US /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Unless conjunction US /ənˈles/

except if; if not

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Well noun US /well/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.”

Went noun US /went/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.”

Within preposition US /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading “A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.”

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AdeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

againnounUS /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

alongprepositionUS /əˈlɔːŋ/

following the length of something from one end toward the other

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

alternative

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

back

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

bad

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

beingauxiliary verbUS /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

Belin

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

Belin's

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

beyondprepositionUS /bɪˈɑːnd/

on the far side of; further than

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

bitter

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

business

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

bustlenounUS /ˈbʌsəl/

busy and excited activity

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

caused

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

ceased

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

character

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

consequences

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

control

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

d'Ayen

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

de

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

death

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

departure

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

des

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

Deux

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

dischargedverbUS /dɪsˈtʃɑrdʒd/

released from a duty or job

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

enough

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

Ezy

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

faithfully

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

felt

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

formed

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

full

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

gave

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

give

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

going

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

Gomeron

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

grey

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

hand

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

happened

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

heard

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

hour

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

imaginenounUS /ˈimagine/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

INprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

Jacques

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

jealous

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

judgment

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

knew

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

lastnounUS /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

leading

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

leisure

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

losing

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

Malaquais

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

matter

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From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

mentally

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

momentary

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

Mondes

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

most

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

mounted

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

needed

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

now

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

ourdeterminerUS /ˈaʊər/

belonging to the speaker and others

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

out

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

pages

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

place

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

preceding

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

preferable

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

prepared

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From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

rack

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

rather

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

read

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

rein

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

removed

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

return

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

riding

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

Rue

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

SEINE

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

sent

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

set

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

sight

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From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

somethingpronounUS /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

sorrel

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

statement

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From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

strengthnounUS /ˈstrength/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

supportverbUS /səˈpɔːrt/

to provide what someone needs in order to live

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

Swearing

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

SWIM

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

temper

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

THEdeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

then

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

thinknounUS /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

thosedeterminerUS /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

thoughconjunctionUS /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

token

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

tower

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

trifled

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From this reading Had I been in her place death would have been preferable to me rather than this alternative; and then I thought of the token she had sent back to me--felt that I was being trifled with, and gave full rein to my jealous and bitter temper.

trouble

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From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

united

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From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

unlessconjunctionUS /ənˈles/

except if; if not

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

watched

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

week

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

weight

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From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

well

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From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

wentnounUS /went/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading I knew full well that, unless something beyond his control happened, my business would be faithfully discharged, though I felt I was losing a tower of strength when I needed support most, as I watched him riding along the Malaquais, mounted on the sorrel and leading the grey.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading He went out of sight at last, and, now that the momentary bustle caused by his departure had ceased, I had leisure to think of what I had heard from de Belin; and those who have read the preceding pages, and have formed their judgment as to what was my character at that time, can well imagine that I was mentally on the rack.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading The trouble with d'Ayen was bad enough, but united to that was Belin's statement, that she--she was prepared, no matter what the consequences were, to give her hand to de Gomeron!

withinprepositionUS /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading A SWIM IN THE SEINE Swearing he would be back again in a week, Jacques set out for Ezy within an hour of our return to the Rue des Deux Mondes, and his going had removed one weight from my mind.