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Phyllis

Chapter VI

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A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.
If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.
All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.
Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.
In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.
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Phyllis

Chapter VI

Reading 1/29 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.
Line 2
If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.
Line 3
All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.
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Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.
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In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Before preposition US /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading “In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.”

Come noun US /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.”

Disposition noun US /ˌdɪspəˈzɪʃən/

the way something is arranged or positioned

From this reading “A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.”

Help noun US /help/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.”

Itself pronoun US /ˌɪtˈself/

used when the thing doing the action is also its object

From this reading “A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.”

Last noun US /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.”

Little noun US /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.”

Make noun US /make/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.”

Morning noun US /morning/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.”

Until preposition US /ənˈtɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading “Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.”

Went noun US /went/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.”

All words in this reading · 92

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AdeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

all

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

anchored

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

asleep

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

awake

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

bear

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

bedstead

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

beforeprepositionUS /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

buttoned

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

Byrd

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

Byrd's

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

calamity

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

clear

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

color

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

comenounUS /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

comfortable

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

companion

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

despair

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

dispositionnounUS /ˌdɪspəˈzɪʃən/

the way something is arranged or positioned

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

dress

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

dressed

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

fell

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

felt

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

foamy

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

go

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

hardly

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

helpnounUS /help/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

huge

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

Idol

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

itselfpronounUS /ˌɪtˈself/

used when the thing doing the action is also its object

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

just

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

lastnounUS /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

lay

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

littlenounUS /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

makenounUS /make/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

middle

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

misfortune

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

misfortunes

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

more

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

morningnounUS /morning/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

Mr

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

much

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

night

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

nine

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

o'clock

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

old

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

out

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

own

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

pale

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

Rogers

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

Roxanne

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

see

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

serious

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

seriousness

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

slowly

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From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

sorrowed

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From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

spirits

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

suspicions

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

thoughts

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From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading All night I lay awake, anchored in the middle of the huge old Byrd bedstead, and sorrowed over the misfortune that had come to Roxanne and the Idol.

touch

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From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.

trouble

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From this reading A serious disposition can make more trouble for itself by its own seriousness than all the misfortunes that come can make for it.

untilprepositionUS /ənˈtɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading In the morning I dressed so slowly that it was nine o'clock before I was buttoned into my dress and felt that I could go over and help Roxanne bear the calamity.

wentnounUS /went/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

whereconjunctionUS /wer/

in or at the place that

From this reading Over and over I went in my mind to see where I could clear Mr. Rogers of my suspicions until my thoughts were so pale in color that I could hardly make them out, and at last I fell asleep in despair.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading If I had just a little touch of Roxanne Byrd's foamy spirits, I would be a much more comfortable companion for myself.