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adeterminerUS /ə/
used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
aboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/
on the subject of; concerning
From this reading And when she was out of his sight, what would be his dread about her?
againnounUS /again/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
All
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
allowed
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
andconjunctionUS /ənd/
used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
anger
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
anythingpronounUS /ˈeniθɪŋ/
any thing at all
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
arms
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
asconjunctionUS /æz/
at the same time that; because; in the way that
From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
atprepositionUS /æt/
in or near a particular place or position
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
back
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
beauxiliary verbUS /biː/
used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/
the past participle of “be”
From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
begin
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
best
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
blows
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
butconjunctionUS /bʌt/
used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/
the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
crying
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
doubtful
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
dread
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From this reading And when she was out of his sight, what would be his dread about her?
evennounUS /even/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
evernounUS /ever/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
felt
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
few
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
forced
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
forever
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
fromprepositionUS /frʌm/
showing where something starts, or who sent it
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
give
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
gone
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/
the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect
From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/
used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
HepronounUS /hiː/
a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
heart
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/
belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
himpronounUS /hɪm/
the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
HisdeterminerUS /hɪz/
belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
hours
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/
on condition that; in the event that
From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
impossibility
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
inprepositionUS /ɪn/
inside something, or within a place, period, or state
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
initiation
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
intercourse
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/
moving to the inside of something
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
lead
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
leftnounUS /left/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
lifenounUS /life/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
like
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
murdering
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
music
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
nevernounUS /never/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
now
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
ofprepositionUS /ʌv/
belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
oppressed
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/
used to join alternatives or possibilities
From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
out
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From this reading And when she was out of his sight, what would be his dread about her?
performing
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
play
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
privacy
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
promising
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
realized
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
reassure
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
recklessly
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
revengeful
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
sacredness
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From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
said
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
samenounUS /same/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
see
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
seem
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
shepronounUS /ʃiː/
a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
sight
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From this reading And when she was out of his sight, what would be his dread about her?
sing
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
soul
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
spoke
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From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
starvation
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
stop
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
struggling
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
takenounUS /take/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
taken
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
terrifiedadjectiveUS /ˈterəfaɪd/
extremely frightened
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/
used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
thedeterminerUS /ðə/
used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
theirdeterminerUS /ðer/
belonging to the people or things already mentioned
From this reading All the privacy and sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he was ever allowed to have her again.
thempronounUS /ðem/
the people or things already mentioned, as the object
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
thoughtnounUS /thought/
an important story-specific word used in this passage
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
threatened
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
toparticleUS /tuː/
used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
torture
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
tried
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From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
up
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/
the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
way
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From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
whatpronounUS /wʌt/
used to ask for information about something
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
whenconjunctionUS /wen/
at the time that
From this reading His heart felt like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never take her back to them, in the same way, forever.
whileconjunctionUS /waɪl/
during the time that
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.
withprepositionUS /wɪð/
in the company of; together with
From this reading She had been threatened with blows, starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/
used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past
From this reading He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her, but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the impossibility of performing what he was promising.