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Miser Farebrother: A Novel (Vol. 3 of 3)
Miser Farebrother: A Novel (Vol. 3 of 3)

Chapter XIV

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RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.
Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.
Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.
In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.
The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.
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Miser Farebrother: A Novel (Vol. 3 of 3)

Chapter XIV

Reading 1/30 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.
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Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.
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Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.
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In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.
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The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Against preposition US /əˈɡenst/

touching and pressing; in opposition to

From this reading “The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.”

Alone noun US /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.”

Appearance noun US /ˈappearance/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.”

Believe noun US /ˈbelieve/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.”

Brought noun US /ˈbrought/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.”

Course noun US /course/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

Every determiner US /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

Having auxiliary verb US /ˈhævɪŋ/

the -ing form of “have”

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

Himself pronoun US /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

Look noun US /look/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.”

Morning noun US /morning/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

Poor noun US /poor/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

ACQUAINTANCE

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From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

againstprepositionUS /əˈɡenst/

touching and pressing; in opposition to

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

alonenounUS /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

anxious

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

appearancenounUS /ˈappearance/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

assumed

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

Barley

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

believenounUS /ˈbelieve/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

beloved

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

better

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From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

bright

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

broughtnounUS /ˈbrought/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

caused

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

command

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

considered

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

Cornwall's

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

coursenounUS /course/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

deadly

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

evidence

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

face

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

FANNY

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From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

fellow

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From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

forlorn

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

Fred

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

Fred's

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

fresh

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

GARDEN

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From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

haggard

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

havingauxiliary verbUS /ˈhævɪŋ/

the -ing form of “have”

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

himselfpronounUS /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

hope

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

hurled

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

Jane

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

LETHBRIDGE

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From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

looknounUS /look/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

made

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

MAKES

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From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

martyrdom

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From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

Melia

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

mistress

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

monster

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

morningnounUS /morning/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

nearly

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

nine

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

o'clock

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

OFprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

off

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From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

peril

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

poornounUS /poor/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

present

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From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

Punctually

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

reproaches

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

respect

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From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

RICHARD

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From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

rooms

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

suffering

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From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

THEdeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading RICHARD GARDEN MAKES THE ACQUAINTANCE OF FANNY LETHBRIDGE.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading In this respect Tom Barley was no better off; the poor fellow was suffering a martyrdom.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

Tom

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From this reading Punctually at nine o'clock in the morning Tom Barley made his appearance in Fred Cornwall's rooms.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

wickedness

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading Garden, having assumed the command of what nearly every one but himself would have considered a forlorn hope, of course was present; he was fresh and bright, but Fred's face was haggard and anxious.

young

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From this reading The reproaches hurled against him by 'Melia Jane had caused him to look upon himself as a monster of wickedness, and to believe that it was his evidence alone that had brought his beloved young mistress into deadly peril.