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Lost Illusions

Chapter IX

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"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.
Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.
She is not worth a regret.
I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.
Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.
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Lost Illusions

Chapter IX

Reading 1/114 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.
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Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.
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She is not worth a regret.
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I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.
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Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Among preposition US /əˈmʌŋ/

surrounded by; in the middle of a group

From this reading “Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.”

Dreadful adjective US /ˈdrɛdfəl/

extremely frightening or unpleasant

From this reading “"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.”

Great noun US /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.”

Has auxiliary verb US /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading “"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.”

Help noun US /help/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “"Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.”

Might modal verb US /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading “I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.”

Second noun US /second/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.”

Take noun US /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.”

Those determiner US /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading “Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.”

Well noun US /well/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

always

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

amongprepositionUS /əˈmʌŋ/

surrounded by; in the middle of a group

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

Bargeton

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

beloved

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

blessing

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

cared

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

crowds

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

de

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

dear

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

devoted

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

dreadfuladjectiveUS /ˈdrɛdfəl/

extremely frightening or unpleasant

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

friends

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

genius

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

greatnounUS /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

happy

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

hasauxiliary verbUS /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

heartless

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

Heaven

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

helpnounUS /help/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

influence

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

innumerable

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

interests

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

longer

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

men

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

met

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

Mme

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading She is not worth a regret.

now

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

Only

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

ourdeterminerUS /ˈaʊər/

belonging to the speaker and others

From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

owed

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

Paris

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

place

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

plunge

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

pride

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

regret

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From this reading She is not worth a regret.

sea

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

second

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

some

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

soul

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

special

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

Spread

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

takenounUS /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

there

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

thosedeterminerUS /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

torn

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

true

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From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

use

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

used

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

well

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

wings

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From this reading Spread your wings, my dear great genius, you will be our pride as well as our beloved.

wish

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From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading Only by the special blessing of Heaven could you have met with true friends there among those crowds of men and innumerable interests.

woman

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From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

worth

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From this reading She is not worth a regret.

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading "Mme. de Bargeton is a heartless woman; she has no soul; even if she cared for you no longer, she owed it to herself to use her influence for you and to help you when she had torn you from us to plunge you into that dreadful sea of Paris.

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading I used to wish that there might be some devoted woman always with you, a second myself; but now I know that your friends will take my place, and I am happy.