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Jessie Trim

Chapter III · I Murder My Baby-Brother

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Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.
It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.
Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.
In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.
But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
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/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Jessie Trim

Chapter III · I Murder My Baby-Brother

Reading 1/20 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.
Line 2
It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.
Line 3
Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.
Line 4
In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.
Line 5
But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.”

Another noun US /ˈanother/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.”

Come noun US /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

Feeling noun US /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

Long noun US /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.”

Mine pronoun US /maɪn/

the one or ones belonging to the person speaking

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.”

Seemed noun US /seemed/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.”

Sure noun US /sure/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

Terrible noun US /ˈterrible/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

anothernounUS /ˈanother/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

better

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

breath

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

comenounUS /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

comes

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

commences

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

comprehension

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

curiously-reluctant

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

day

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

death

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

deepest

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

distance

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

entered

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

family

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

feelingnounUS /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

form

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

give

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From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

grandmother

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

grow

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

house

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

hurry

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

less

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

lie

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From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

longnounUS /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

minepronounUS /maɪn/

the one or ones belonging to the person speaking

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

Misfortunes

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From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

mother

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

mother's

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

mourning

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

narrate

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

nature

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

Often

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

ourdeterminerUS /ˈaʊər/

belonging to the speaker and others

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

pauses

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

phase

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

prepare

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

proverb

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From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

put

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

quickly

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

seemednounUS /seemed/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

shrink

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

singly

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From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

sorrow

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

strange

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

suchdeterminerUS /sʌtʃ/

of the kind already mentioned

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

surenounUS /sure/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

takes

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

terriblenounUS /ˈterrible/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

then

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From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

theypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

things

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

troubles

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From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

truth

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Misfortunes never come singly, and they did not come singly to us.

very

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From this reading In very truth, sorrow in its deepest phase had entered our house, and my mother's form seemed to shrink and grow less from the day she put on mourning for my grandmother.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading It was not for us to give the lie to a proverb.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading Often in a family, death is in a hurry when it commences, and takes one after another quickly; then pauses for a long breath.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading But if my mother had her troubles, I am sure I had mine; and one was of such a strange and terrible nature that, even at this distance of time, and with a better comprehension of things, a curiously-reluctant feeling comes upon me as I prepare to narrate it.