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Cynthia Wakeham's Money

Chapter II

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"Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:
"'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'
"To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.
I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.
When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.
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Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Cynthia Wakeham's Money

Chapter II

Reading 1/83 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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"Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:
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"'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'
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"To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.
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I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.
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When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Again noun US /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:”

Because conjunction US /bɪˈkɔːz/

for the reason that

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “"'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'”

Breathe verb US /briːð/

to speak or reveal information, especially secretly

From this reading “I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.”

Done noun US /done/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Every determiner US /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading “"To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.”

Except preposition US /ɪkˈsept/

apart from; not including

From this reading “I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.”

Has auxiliary verb US /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “"'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “"Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.”

Order noun US /order/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:”

Perhaps noun US /perhaps/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Replied noun US /replied/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.”

These determiner US /ðiːz/

the plural of “this”: the people or things near, or just mentioned

From this reading “"'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'”

Think noun US /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.”

Till preposition US /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading “When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “"Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:”

Yourself pronoun US /jərˈself/

used when the person spoken to is also the object of the action

From this reading “"'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

afraid

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

againnounUS /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

Aghast

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

all

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

almost

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

always

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

becauseconjunctionUS /bɪˈkɔːz/

for the reason that

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

breatheverbUS /briːð/

to speak or reveal information, especially secretly

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

brother

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

brother's

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

cannot

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

clear

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From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

declare

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

donenounUS /done/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

evidence

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From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

exceptprepositionUS /ɪkˈsept/

apart from; not including

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

explain

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

hasauxiliary verbUS /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

hour

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

influence

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

influenced

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

just

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

lent

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

making

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

mesmeric

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

moment

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

move

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From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

near

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

opened

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

ordernounUS /order/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

perhaps

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

portfolio

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

possibly

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

presence

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

realizing

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

repliednounUS /replied/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

rid

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

ruled

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

saying

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

signed

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

stronger

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

surveillance

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

then

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

thesedeterminerUS /ðiːz/

the plural of “this”: the people or things near, or just mentioned

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

thinknounUS /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

tillprepositionUS /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

two

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

unduly

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

WhenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

willed

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From this reading I could not move, I could not breathe, I could not think except as he willed it.

wished

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From this reading When he was near, and he was always near, I had to do just as he wished--perhaps because I was afraid of him, perhaps because he had the stronger will of the two, I do not know; I cannot explain it, but he ruled me and has done so all my life till this hour.

wishes

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From this reading "Aghast but realizing in a moment that she had but lent herself to her brother's wishes in order to rid herself of a surveillance which had possibly had an almost mesmeric influence upon her, I opened my portfolio again, saying:

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading "To which she replied with every evidence of a clear mind---- "'I do; I do.

witnesses

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From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

YoupronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'

yourselfpronounUS /jərˈself/

used when the person spoken to is also the object of the action

From this reading "'You declare yourself then to have been unduly influenced by your brother in making the will you have just signed in the presence of these two witnesses?'