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Claude's Confession
Claude's Confession

Chapter XX

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A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.
I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.
The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.
And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.
It is thus that I walk through life.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Claude's Confession

Chapter XX

Reading 1/15 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.
Line 2
I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.
Line 3
The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.
Line 4
And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.
Line 5
It is thus that I walk through life.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Amid preposition US /əˈmɪd/

in the middle of; surrounded by

From this reading “And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.”

Body noun US /body/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.”

Dream noun US /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading “A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.”

Either determiner US /ˈiːðər/

one or the other of two

From this reading “The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.”

Has auxiliary verb US /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading “A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It is thus that I walk through life.”

Pleased noun US /ˈpleased/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.”

Senses plural noun US /ˈsɛnsɪz/

powers of perception and awareness

From this reading “And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.”

Through noun US /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “It is thus that I walk through life.”

Within preposition US /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading “I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.”

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AdeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

acutely

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

amidprepositionUS /əˈmɪd/

in the middle of; surrounded by

From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

AVOWAL

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From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

awakened

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From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

BITTER

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From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

bodynounUS /body/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

childishness

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From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

clear

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

deception

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

delighted

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

disdains

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

dreamnounUS /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

dwells

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From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

eitherdeterminerUS /ˈiːðər/

one or the other of two

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

elsewhere

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

escapes

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

exquisite

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

flesh

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

hasauxiliary verbUS /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

hope

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It is thus that I walk through life.

like

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

limit

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From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

lives

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

miserable

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From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

penetrates

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

perception

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

pitiful

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From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

pleasednounUS /ˈpleased/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

reality

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

refuse

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

sensation

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

sensesplural nounUS /ˈsɛnsɪz/

powers of perception and awareness

From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

shakes

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

sharp

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

slightest

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

society

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

sonorousness

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

soul

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From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

Spring

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From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

surrounds

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading It is thus that I walk through life.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

throughnounUS /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading It is thus that I walk through life.

thus

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From this reading It is thus that I walk through life.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

tortured

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

truth

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From this reading And my soul is pleased to refuse the truth; it escapes from my flesh, it disdains my senses, it lives elsewhere amid deception and hope.

vanished

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From this reading A BITTER AVOWAL Spring has vanished; I have awakened from my dream.

vibrates

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

walk

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From this reading It is thus that I walk through life.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

wildly

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From this reading The reality penetrates me, shakes me; my flesh is either acutely tortured or wildly delighted by what is; I am like a body of exquisite sonorousness, which vibrates at the slightest sensation; I have a sharp and clear perception of the society which surrounds me.

withinprepositionUS /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading I know not the limit of my pitiful childishness; I know not what miserable soul dwells within me.