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Claude's Confession
Claude's Confession

Chapter XVII

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CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.
I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.
One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.
I suffer and weep.
Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.
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Claude's Confession

Chapter XVII

Reading 1/19 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.
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I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.
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One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.
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I suffer and weep.
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Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Everything pronoun US /ˈevriθɪŋ/

all things; all of a situation

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

Great noun US /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

Ignorant noun US /ˈignorant/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.”

Sometimes noun US /sometimes/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.”

Within preposition US /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

Without preposition US /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

affecting

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I suffer and weep.

believes

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From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

cannot

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From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

carelessness

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

certainty

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

CLAUDE'S

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From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

costs

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

death

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From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

doubt

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

effort

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

everythingpronounUS /ˈevriθɪŋ/

all things; all of a situation

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

find

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

forget

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

germ

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From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

greatnounUS /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

hide

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

hoping

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

ignorantnounUS /ˈignorant/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

kills

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From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

lamentable

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

lie

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From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

living

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

LOVE

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From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

misfortune

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

OnepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

prefer

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

resolved

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

searching

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

seem

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

sometimes

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From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

stop

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From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

suchdeterminerUS /sʌtʃ/

of the kind already mentioned

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

suffer

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From this reading I suffer and weep.

thus

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From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

weep

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From this reading I suffer and weep.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

withinprepositionUS /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

WithoutprepositionUS /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

wound

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From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.