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Bill Biddon, Trapper
Bill Biddon, Trapper

Chapter XI

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AN AWFUL AWAKENING.
I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.
It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.
I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.
Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Bill Biddon, Trapper

Chapter XI

Reading 1/42 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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AN AWFUL AWAKENING.
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I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.
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It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.
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I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.
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Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Alone noun US /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.”

Different noun US /ˈdifferent/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.”

Look noun US /look/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.”

Memory noun US /ˈmem.ər.i/

The faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information and knowledge.

From this reading “I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.”

Point noun US /pɔɪnt/

the main matter or purpose being discussed

From this reading “I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.”

Silence noun US /ˈsaɪ.ləns/

Complete absence of sound; a state of quietness and stillness.

From this reading “I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.”

Silver noun US /silver/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.”

Sometimes noun US /sometimes/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.”

Without preposition US /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading “It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

alonenounUS /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

ANdeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading AN AWFUL AWAKENING.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

AWAKENING

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From this reading AN AWFUL AWAKENING.

AWFUL

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From this reading AN AWFUL AWAKENING.

bare

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

Bleak

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

came

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

cannot

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

checkered

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

clothe

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

day

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

differentnounUS /ˈdifferent/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

dress

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

experience

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

fain

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From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

falls

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

glistens

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

hair

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

horrid

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

horror

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

like

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

looknounUS /look/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

lot

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

man

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

memorynounUS /ˈmem.ər.i/

The faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information and knowledge.

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

night

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

now

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From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

pass

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From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

persuaded

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

pointnounUS /pɔɪnt/

the main matter or purpose being discussed

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

prematurely

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

reached

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From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

recoiling

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

remote

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

shudder

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

silencenounUS /ˈsaɪ.ləns/

Complete absence of sound; a state of quietness and stillness.

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

silver

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

sleep

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

some

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

sometimes

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

stands

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From this reading Bleak and bare it stands alone, in my checkered lot, and the silver that now glistens prematurely in my hair, came upon that night.

strange

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

terror

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

true

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

unearthly

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

unreal

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From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

usually

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

vision

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From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I have sometimes persuaded myself that it was unreal; but no, it is true, and time can never clothe the memory of it in a different dress than that of unearthly terror.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.

withoutprepositionUS /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading It is an experience so strange, so like some horrid vision of sleep, so different from what usually falls to the lot of man, that, at this remote day, I cannot look upon it without a recoiling shudder of horror.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading I have now reached a point in my life over which I would fain pass in silence.