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Chapter I

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[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.
First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.
After that, there came a thought.
It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.
I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.
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Bedside Manner

Chapter I

Reading 1/127 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.
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First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.
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After that, there came a thought.
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It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.
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I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “After that, there came a thought.”

Before preposition US /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Being auxiliary verb US /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading “First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.”

Body noun US /body/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Broken noun US /broken/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.”

Dead noun US /dead/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.”

Doctor noun US /doctor/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Feeling noun US /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.”

First noun US /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.”

Long noun US /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “[Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.”

Soon noun US /soon/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.”

Still noun US /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “After that, there came a thought.”

Through noun US /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.”

All words in this reading · 84

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

AfterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading After that, there came a thought.

alien

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

alive

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From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

any

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From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

awareness

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From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

awoke

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

back

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

beforeprepositionUS /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

beingauxiliary verbUS /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

blurted

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

bodynounUS /body/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

BrokennounUS /broken/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

came

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From this reading After that, there came a thought.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

coursing

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From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

deadnounUS /dead/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

didn't

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

doctornounUS /doctor/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

drowsed

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

emotion

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

existence

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

experience

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

feelingnounUS /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

feelings

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From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

FirstnounUS /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

give

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

God

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

helpless

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

human

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

I'll

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

longnounUS /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

made

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

more

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From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

now

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

off

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

Oh

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From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

out

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From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

pain

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

panic

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

plain

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From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

playground

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

seen

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

sense

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

sent

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

Sidenote

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

simple

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

soon

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

stillnounUS /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

stop

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

ThedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

there

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading After that, there came a thought.

throughnounUS /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

tired

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

too

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

trust

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

ugly

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

wave

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I'll be ugly._ The thought sent a wave of panic coursing through her, but she was too tired to experience any emotion for long, and she soon drowsed off.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading First there were feelings--a feeling of existence, a sense of still being alive when she should be dead, an awareness of pain that made her body its playground.

whereconjunctionUS /wer/

in or at the place that

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.

won't

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a simple thought, and her mind blurted it out before she could stop it: _Oh, God, now I won't even be plain any more.

wonder

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From this reading [Sidenote: Broken, helpless, she had to trust an alien doctor to give her back her body and mind--a doctor who had never seen a human before!] She awoke, and didn't even wonder where she was.