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An Autobiography of Anthony Trollope
An Autobiography of Anthony Trollope

Chapter IV

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IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.
1841-1848.
In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.
I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.
There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

An Autobiography of Anthony Trollope

Chapter IV

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IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.
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1841-1848.
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In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.
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I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.
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There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Ashamed adjective US /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Born noun US /born/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

Clung noun US /clung/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Creature noun US /ˈcreature/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Disgrace noun US /dɪsˈɡreɪs/

shame caused by unacceptable behaviour

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

Feeling noun US /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

FIRST noun US /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

Left noun US /left/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

Looked noun US /looked/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Short adjective US /ʃɔrt/

brief or direct in expression

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

Sometimes noun US /sometimes/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

Thing noun US /thing/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Those determiner US /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

Unto preposition US /ˈʌntuː/

an old word for “to”

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.”

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1841

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From this reading 1841-1848.

1848

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From this reading 1841-1848.

adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

absurdities

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

almost

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

always

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From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

ashamedadjectiveUS /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

bornnounUS /born/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

clungnounUS /clung/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

connected

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From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

creaturenounUS /ˈcreature/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

cursed

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

death

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

disgracenounUS /dɪsˈɡreɪs/

shame caused by unacceptable behaviour

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

encumbrance

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From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

evil

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From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

fear

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

feelingnounUS /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

FIRSTnounUS /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

given

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

hour

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

idea

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

InprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

inward

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

IRELAND

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From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

leftnounUS /left/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

lookednounUS /looked/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

mode

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

MYdeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

NOVELS

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From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

often

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

pages

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

preceding

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

record

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

remorse

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

shortadjectiveUS /ʃɔrt/

brief or direct in expression

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

simply

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

sometimes

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

suffering

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

telling

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

There

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From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

thingnounUS /thing/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

thosedeterminerUS /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

truth

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

twenty-six

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

TWO

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From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

untoprepositionUS /ˈʌntuː/

an old word for “to”

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

useless

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From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

whompronounUS /huːm/

the form of “who” used as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

wretched

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From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

years

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From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.