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A dead man's diary

Chapter XIV

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_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.
It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.
No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.
Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.
It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

A dead man's diary

Chapter XIV

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_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.
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It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.
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No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.
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Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.
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It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.”

Brought noun US /ˈbrought/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Last noun US /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.”

None pronoun US /nʌn/

not one, and not any

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Purity noun US /ˈpjʊrəti/

the state of being morally clean and innocent

From this reading “Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.”

Save preposition US /seɪv/

except for; apart from

From this reading “Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.”

Terrible noun US /ˈterrible/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

Think noun US /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.”

Though conjunction US /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading “It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

all

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

AtprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

avail

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

away

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

awful

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

bear

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

broughtnounUS /ˈbrought/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

burden

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

came

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

cared

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

ceased

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

continual

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

crime

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

crying-out

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

die

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

Dorothy

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

eternity

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

evade

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

evil

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

felt

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

full

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

future

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

heart

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

heavily

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

hell

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

HOPE

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

lament

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

lastnounUS /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

lay

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

longer

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

lost

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

nonepronounUS /nʌn/

not one, and not any

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

now

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

pray

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

punishment

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

puritynounUS /ˈpjʊrəti/

the state of being morally clean and innocent

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

ruined

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

saveprepositionUS /seɪv/

except for; apart from

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

scarcely

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

sin

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

sinner

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

sorrow

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

soul

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

spirit

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

stain

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

succour

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

sufferings

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

terriblenounUS /ˈterrible/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

there

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

thinknounUS /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

thoughconjunctionUS /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

undergo

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

undo

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

uttermost

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

very

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

wanted

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

willing

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

wipe

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

wished

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From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

wither

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From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

woman

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From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.