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30 Strange Stories

Chapter XV

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I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.
It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”
For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.
Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.
That will be the end of it.
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30 Strange Stories

Chapter XV

Reading 1/82 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.
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It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”
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For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.
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Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.
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That will be the end of it.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Complete noun US /complete/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.”

Name noun US /name/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.”

Sober adjective US /ˈsoʊbər/

not affected by alcohol

From this reading “For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.”

Take noun US /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.”

Thing noun US /thing/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.”

Whether conjunction US /ˈweðər/

used to introduce two or more possibilities

From this reading “I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

abandon

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

altogether

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading That will be the end of it.

bothdeterminerUS /boʊθ/

the two together, not just one

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

completenounUS /complete/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

confess

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From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

convinced

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From this reading Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.

Cummins

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

doubt

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

end

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From this reading That will be the end of it.

feel

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From this reading Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

go

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

hold

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

ill-fitted

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

indeed

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

leave

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

mirror

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

namenounUS /name/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

Nature

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

now

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From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

only

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

ordinary

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

people

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From this reading Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.

posing

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

pretence

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

professional

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

pseudonym

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

regard

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From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

resort

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

sad

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

sane

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From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

seems

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

self-effacement

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

seriously

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From this reading Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

soberadjectiveUS /ˈsoʊbər/

not affected by alcohol

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

some

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

stage

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

struggle

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

takenounUS /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Only upon the stage, I feel convinced, will people take me seriously.

tatters

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

ThatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading That will be the end of it.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

thingnounUS /thing/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

tricks

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

up

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From this reading It seems my only resort—“to hold the mirror up to Nature.”

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

whetherconjunctionUS /ˈweðər/

used to introduce two or more possibilities

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading For in the ordinary life, I will confess, no one now seems to regard me as both sane and sober.

world

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From this reading I doubt, indeed, whether I should not abandon the struggle altogether—leave this sad world of ordinary life for which I am so ill-fitted, abandon the name of Cummins for some professional pseudonym, complete my self-effacement, and—a thing of tricks and tatters, of posing and pretence—go upon the stage.